Recently I went to a Metaphysical Fair. It was very large and from the minute I walked in I experienced a feeling of confusion. That is not normal for me. There was so much energy in the air, both positive and negative. I don't know how else to explain it but I felt as though I was just zig zagging around the building with no clear path.

I went back the next day and felt the same feelings. Both days I left just drained feeling like I needed to go to bed and sleep at least 10 hours.

All total I had 4 different readings. One was good, one dealt with past life, one was with the Rune Stones which was simple but very revealing with lots of good information. BUT there was one that made me feel like I was caught up some kind of Carnie act. The lady spent more time talking about herself and how good she was and very little time reading me. I guess to get my attention she blurted out, "You know your husband is going to die...I see it after the first of the year." I had been told by another person that someone I loved would be passing in the next 6 months, that I would be sad but not devastated because I knew it would be a blessing for them to cross over. I assumed it would be my elderly aunt who has been sick for some time now and lives in constant pain. I would be sad when she passes but know that she would be in a much better place even though I would miss her, I wouldn't be 'devastated'. On the other hand, if it were my husband that passed I would be totally devastated since he is only 57 and in good health.

I want to totally disregard this low rate carnie person but in the back of my mind I have this dread that I can't shake off. The funny thing about this is when I left her I went to my next reading....past life which was really good... and as I sat down a young woman came and sat down next to me. She asked me if this couple that were doing the past life readings were good and I told her I thought they were. She said, "Good because the last person was terrible!" I asked her who she saw and she told me it was booth 80...the same person I had gotten the reading from. She was next in line after me. I saw this as a way to confirm my feelings about the reading. The couple had a cancellation and were going to take me next. The young lady had an appointment much later so I let her take the spot. I felt I needed time to 'shake off' the last reading. The young lady finished her session with the couple with a very big smile on her face. I knew I had done the right thing.

I guess my question is how do I get these thoughts of dread out of my mind. I can't talk to my husband about them because he is old world German and does not believe in any of this. I'm kind of left to fight this demon by myself with no one to talk to about it.

Be blessed,

Jenny

First, and foremost, no psychic is 100% accurate. That being said, some are much better than others. When choosing a psychic it's a good idea to talk to others who have had readings with that person and see how they felt about their reading. It's not just the information the psychic gives, but how they deliver the message, that can make a difference. I don't feel a psychic needs to drop a "bombshell" and then just move along. A good psychic will work from compassion and love no matter what the message, and not leaving you feeling so distraught. Just as you would when hiring someone to do work on your house or car, check the references of the psychic.

The way you described the energy of the Metaphysical Fair sounds as if it needed grounding. You, yourself, most likely needed grounding as well, as I'm sure the energy was affecting you. When the energy is just all over the place and spiraling it's easy to get light-headed, dizzy, "spacey", etc. If you're in a similar situation in the future, I'd try grounding. That should help.

The fact that you're still feeling the way you are makes me wonder if you might have been "corded" while at that event. Cording is when another person energetically plugs into one of our chakras, draining our energy. (in simple terms!) If this has happened, it would be a good idea to have some energy work done to remove the cord. (Again, make sure you choose an energy worker with good references!)

As for being able to talk to your husband about these things, I know that's a tough one. It may be best to seek out others who are more open minded about these things and talk with them. The friend who brought you to see Frank might be a good one. Also, check to see if there are any groups or meetings at a local new age or holistic healing store. Hopefully your husband will open up in the future. It's been my experience that unless someone is "ready", it's pretty much impossible to bring them around. Each in their own time. =)

I hope some of this is helpful for you. Frank is on vacation this week. I would like his input on this as well, but I didn't want you to have to wait too long for a response.

In the meantime, please let me know if I can be of any help. Also, anyone else reading this post who may have some helpful info for Jenny, please feel free to post! We're all in this together!

Much Love & Light!
Peggy